Sleep, Sleep, Sleep

Not sure what's happened but I've suddenly started my up in the middle of the night thing again. This is a few nights in a row, now.

For a while I was falling asleep mid-evening and waking up at 3:00 or so in the morning. Last night I stayed up with the family to watch Shawshank Redemption -- great movie -- and went to sleep around 10:30 or 11:00. But then woke up around 4:00. I do feel up to date on all the latest break through products like the Monster 1200 Steam Cleaner, ShamWow towels and, of course, the Back2Life pain relief system. Infomercials are great in the middle of the night.

I have my Doctor Appointments coming up Thursday and Friday. I'm getting more and more anxious as time goes on. Fellow patient Jeff who also had Tonsil Cancer and received identical treatments on the same schedule as I did had his scans a couple of weeks ago. When he went in for his follow up appointments he only got partial CT Results from Dr. Tsue. Dr. Tsue only reviewed the part directly effecting the neck and throat then his oncologist reviewed more complete results including the chest. Point is, it will probably be Friday before I really know any thing.

I don't want to wish my life away or anything, but geez, I'd really like Friday to hurry up and get here. I'm pretty confident my being awake in the middle of the night is related to my anticipation.