Infomercial Expert

Here we go again. Another sleepless night. Worst night yet in this recent bout of insomnia.

Went to sleep around 9:30-ish last night but woke up about 1:00 and haven't been back to sleep yet. I'm not sure if I'm worrying about scan results or what. I'm sure that's at least contributing. But it's also not like I'm sitting here fretting or anything, either. I just can't sleep.

I did see a couple of keen get-rich-quick infomercials this time. If I had just put the time to productive use instead of idly watching the commercials I'm sure I could be a billionaire by now. What was I thinking. Shoot, I could be making $10,000/month right out of the gate just working in my spare time. I'd say 1:00 am to 4:00 am qualifies as spare time, wouldn't you? I guess I just need to quit being such a slug.

My mucositis has seemingly gotten worse in the last several days rather than better. Everything else seems to be making slow but sure progress, but not the mucositis. That's likely contributing to my lack of sleep as much as anything. I wake up with tons-o-crap in my mouth and throat and it's difficult to clear out. Enough detail there. But I'm really ready for that to be over.

Oh well, I'll go gargle and see if I can't get myself to a point of being able to breath clearly without gagging then see if I can't get back to sleep. I'm sure I'd have no trouble sleeping at work on Monday -- if I chose to, of course.